idle.

on idle mode currently.. my last day of lazying around the house.. tomorrow will see the light of me entering surgical posting.. everybody keep telling me that it's hell. but fatin told me that i'll survive as well as she did.. and ainal keep telling me not to let myself be bullied.. oh well, i'm always too nice for my sake.. :p

last weekend yet another one of my bestest bestfriend got married.. yippee yeay yeay to the pretty bride lat! :D i'm so happy for them.. and i've never seen her happier than she was on that fine day.. as usual, i became a little bit sad watching my friend become someone's wife.. but i know, she'll always be our friend, our lat.. kan lat kan? :')

to lat and boy,

i wish you both eternal joy and happiness in your life together.. and may you be blessed with cute children, which you know that i'm gonna spoil rotten! :P

on a side note, i find myself getting into the same drill. yet again. i'm really confused. is there something wrong with me? do i send out the wrong vibe or something? or is it simply because all the good ones are already gone?

crazy. i know. we're right at the corner of a new year.. and i don't think i've achieved what i set out for when i started working.. adult life is hard. or maybe it's hard because i just wouldn't let go of the little girl inside me..

my baby sister hana's wedding is this weekend, but i don't think i'll be able to make it.. i'm hoping i could go to ghaus's side of reception, but i don't really see much hope there too.. oh well, fingers crossed.