black and white inside..

i'm a very simple person. with enough food, sleep and my usual dose of laughter, i can survive any day (hopefully) .. i think i've even build up a pretty good tolerance to the stress level of work and a special 'stone-face' mask to wear to work.. after a certain number of times (read: too many times laa) being tortured for other people's mistakes or over something so trivial, i've given up taking everything too personally.. i mean, yes, i need to learn from mistakes. but i need not be so stressed out about work..

since my current ward is busy everyday, my meal time has been cut down to once a day. but you can bet i eat 3 meals worth of food during that precious meal time..but i'm not complaining. with good food and a good company, i'm more than satisfied.. ;) and with the crazy not-so-single ladies nearby, it's easier to kidnap them.. muahaha~~

i am happy. i like where i'm standing now. i'm enjoying the view, the journey and also the theme song. still, i am afraid. i won't let go of everything i've held onto. not yet, and may be not ever. but i'm afraid of losing myself in this cloud.. and that tiny bit of ray may be gone in a few more days.. i wonder if the rainbow is staying, or will it be gone with the rain.