what in the world?

sometimes i get more and more confused with the path i'm walking on.. or is it the world i'm living in? or maybe it's the people..

when i do things, it seems like what i'm doing are wrong.. but when i don't do them, i'm still on the wrong side.. i have no idea what i should do to be right, just for once.. i can't even do things just because i like to, without having people judging me.. and when i said i don't want to, just stop forcing me already.. i don't want to, and i just won't do it..

you may think you know me, but you're dead wrong.. i may be cold at times, but there are also times when i'm warm enough..

beauty is only skin deep.. but people always forget that. since it's the 'beauty' that caught their eyes first, they think they're enchanted.. but when they finally see the inside, and realized that it's not as pretty as the outside, they cast it away like rubbish.. and if that's not enough, they blame it for fooling them.. oh what a joke.

we can't change our past.. but we can let go, and start our future..

i'm still struggling to do it.. that teeny tiny dark cloud is still following me, though the sun always comes out in the morning, and the rainbow is staying here it seems..

just know your place mijah.. don't push it..